mY FiRsT tIme

never hv the intention to keep a diary / journal since Sec 4 after the incident from my bro. All these while, clost to 15 years, I chose to bury deep in my heart for wat I have in mind or wat I have come acrossed.

however, I guess my threshold gradually reaches its bottleneck lately which I have no more ability to suppress nor bury.

i hope by writing, i will get to let off any negative or any of my totz out without suppressing any further. I wud not want to have this day where i will have to admit myself to the Mental Hospital @ Hougang!!

Cheers and hope u stay on.... for my next posting...