LoVe + tRuSt + chAnGes iN LiFe

Loving someOne doesn't mean u trust him/her fuLLy, vice vErSa

I used to think that love comes with trust as a Package for a relationship. But as a matter of fact, this is not always true.

So wat if I love him, I hv problems trusting him.
So wat if I trust him, tat doesn't mean I love him

The mOrE i LoVe hIm, tHe MoRe I aM VuLnErAbLe.
i Hv NeVeR eXpEcTeD him to use me as a way to tesT oThEr ppl..
FoR thAt mOmenT, i FinD gReAt difFicuLtieS in cOmiNg tO tErms.
AfTeR aLL tHeSe wHiLe, i Am oNlY jUsT a PaWn tO hIm, nOthInG bUt a PaWn.
** hahahaha **

iTs OnLy thEn aFtER 2 yeArs oF r/s, hE cOmEs to 'tErMs' thAt tHe LoVe Is nOt tHe KinDa sPecIal Love a R/s sHud Hv... ** wat A jOkE **

I UsEd tO thInk tHaT mY wOrld wiLL tUrN gReY iF thIngs bEtWeEn Us fAiLed. I tOt mY LiFe wud TaKe greAt changEs wheN he LeAvEs mE.

NoW tHaT hE hAs LeFt My LiFe, gUess Wat?!?

NOTHING CHANGES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SomEtImEs, I wuD aSk mYsELf, iS thErE rEaLLy nO chanGes? or I sImPLy IgNore tHe ChaNgeS.

I GueSs thE AnSwEr to ThIs is, tHeRe Is nOt tOO mUcH of GrEaT ChAnGeS to Me.. eVen if ThErE is cHaNgEs, it'S nOt so GrEaT tAt mY dAiLy LiFe wILL bE aFfecTed.

AfTeRALL, tHe CoNcLuSiOn is, wItH a FaILed R/s, doEsN't meAn oNe'S LiFe wUd bE aFFecTed. It aLL dEpenDs oN UR wILL pOwEr and DeTeRmiNatIoN.......