meows & wous fiLLed DaY

wOkE up rAthEr reLucTanTLy todaY... dIn NoE wHy tiLL i sEe tHe rAiN dRopS!! YipPeE!!!

aNothEr cOOliNg daE fOr uS!!

sOmehow, i Noe tat mY enGiNe @ WoRk haS sTarTed and CloSiNg tO fULL bLAsT eaCh daE... GoOd SiGn? i GuesS.......

WoNDeR iF BiLtz hAs fiNisHed tiDyInG uP hEr rOOm...

cAtCh uP wIf RW.. wHo sEemS tO hV a rOuGh pAtCh wIf hIs gf.. hOpefULLy tHinGs wiLL tUrn up wELL fOr tHeM lOr

Oei RW! saFe aNd sTeaDy tRiP foR u HoR!!

AWKH.. u BeTa rEst weLL.. dUn dRiVe UrSeLf tOO mUCh... tAkE a DaY oR 2 BrEak Lah. WanT me tO gIvE u a KiT-KaT??

Hahaha... Ciaoz.......................

Di Di tA Di tU....... ;p

wAs oUt wit LuC to viSit cUstoMers toDay... the RaIn hAs noT bEEn AbLe to PuT oFf oUR pAssIon & eXcItEmEnT..

ThE AppTs We HaD tOdAy, I wUd sAy a FrUiTfuL oNe. bOth CusToMerS aRe wILLiNg to gIvE uS a TrIaL oN oUr SerViCes fOr tHeIr nExT mOntH sHpts.......... Hooray!!

TOdAy I fInaLLy hAd tHe ChAncE tO sHoW LuC oN hOw i mAkE mY sALes VisIt to tHosE GIfTs & pRemIums cUsTomErs. i SuRe hOpE tHiS wILL hELp LuC in aNy & eVerY aRea FoR hIs sALes JoB...... Luc, KamBaTeh!!!!

RiTe aFtEr tHe fiRsT aPPt, UnCle RaIn cAme VisiTinG iN tHe EaSt wItH TonNes of mEows & WoU WoUs... TaT dOeSN'T WoRk On Us.. Wif A sUccEss fRoM thE 1St ApPt, OuR eXcItEmEnt CoNtinUed tO tHe 2Nd & tHe 3Rd....

ThaNkS tO AnThoNy, HoneStLy, tHat, I aM bEgiNNiNg to KnOw hOw to Make my SalEs visitS and waT aRe The mAiN qUeStiOns i Hv tO aSk iN orDeR tO oBtaIn thE mOrE iMpt aNd CrUcIaL iNfoRmaTioN, BeForE I MaKe tHe NexT sTeP wItH tHe CusToMer....

bUt I duN nOe wHy, I tEnd tO tOnGuE tIed wHenEveR aNtHonY iS aRoUnD..... pReSsUre? sTreSs? sELf-cOnscIousNess??

Hey, Travis, I PasSeD bY tHe bLdG wHerE uR ofFiCe iS tOdaY! BuT cOs wE rUshInG fOr thE 2nD aPpT, caNNoT sToP bY tO gO cHecK oUt oN yOu!!

So FaR for thE paSt 2 DaYs, I hV mAnAgEd to GeT 02 PoteNtiaL NeW cuStoMeRs. AnD jUsT nOw, ReC'd a CaLL FrOm pHiLiP tHAt hE's eXpEctIng mORe ShptS iN thE nExT 02 MthS and He ReQ'd mE to f/Up cLosELy pErSonNalLy... And noT fOrgEttIng mY SweEt SwEEt SoPhia, iT sEeMs tHat hEr sHpt iS gOinG tO sTaRt wIth aN eNd oF tHe EuRoPe SuMmEr HoLiDayS...

sO SO sOry, biLtz. cOs thE hEaVy dOwnPoUr, i nOt cOnveNieNt tO gO fOr a SiNgiNg sEsSiOn tOdAy wIf u! BuT i DeFinIteLy SuRe HopE u wIl eNjOy urSelF and MakE it tO fIniSh thE whOLe soNg of "HUI JIA"........

i Hv tO eNd nOw, nId tO sTarT oN mY wOrk, So tHaT I cAn cOncEntrAtE oN mY prImaRy joB / rEsPoNsiBiLiTy tMr!! AiN't gOiNg tO LeT tHe FirE GO oFf jUsT lIkE tAt...

I LOVE SEPTEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oH, BtW, b4 i fOrgEt, TO RW, hV a gOoD sAfe tRiP tMr, fRuiTfUL bIz tRiP, anD dO cOme BaCk iN oNe pIecE 02 WeEks LaTEr.... HEE.........

婚姻真的是爱情的坟墓吗？？

很多时候，我在想，今事今日人对爱，到底会坚持，争取多少，会为自己所爱，付出的努力与耐心又会有多少。

很多人，在现实世界里，除了忙于工作，为了让自己在未来的日子能够拥有比较舒适的生活，很多时候，会忽略了自己真正感情世界里的需要。。

婚姻真的是爱情的坟墓吗？？ 常常会听到这句子，但我依然会看到婚姻注册局会有人排长龙。。

到底，是什么会使人向婚姻跨上一大步？

需要什么材料，才能为美满婚姻这道菜，煮得色香味俱全？

我曾经听我前度男友的母亲说过，“真正的爱是需要很多年的时间，耐心，包容来酝酿的。非一年半载可成事的。婚姻应视为一个让两个人一起努力，一起尝试的场地”。

说句“我爱你”这三个字，是何等的容易，更可能对某些人来说极为顺口。其实，它包含了用肉眼看不到的Committment, Responsibility and Efforts.

所以我在这发牢骚的开头，就是今事今日人对爱，到底会坚持，争取多少，会为自己所爱，付出的努力与耐心又会有多少。

有人结婚，亦有人离婚。

离婚真的是别无他法，唯一的解决婚姻问题的办法吗？

sO eXciTeD!!!!

wEnt to sEe a CusTomEr jUsT nOw, anD I sAw 02 Plts fiLLeD wItH cArTons rItE oUtSidE of tHe OpIc enTraNcE.. and For TaT mOmenT, iT jUsT sUdDenLy pErK me UP!!!

as I walked InTo the OffICe to MeEt up wIt tIs NEw pRoSpeCt CuSToMer, mOrE cArToNs anD mOrE cArGoeS fELL iNto mY SiGht!!!!!

Muahahahahaha...... I hiT rite @ tHe RiTe cUsTomEr!!!!!!

aS UsUaL, I eXerCisE mY cTrL oN mY eXciTeMeNt, I sTarTed my INtRo tO her, and TaLk tO hEr mOre... attempting to FiND oUt moRe oN hEr ReQuiRementS.

AnD, tHe OuTcOme is... She WiLL tRy oUr SeRviCe for A tRIaL neXt MoNth!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hooray to My GP to BE!!!!!!

Hmmm..... the sight of the caRgoes JuSt PeRked Me Up,, and qUickLy i cALL mY bOss tO sHarE thE eXciTemEnt, and tAt aPpT trueLy mAkeS my DaE!!!

Cheers on.... and now me going to leave the office to go back home, hoping to avoid the Crowd...

a sTuPiD dAe tO sTaRt WiTh....

woke up late and got like 2 missed calls from office! Holy Sh*t!!

din hv the luxury to laze on bed for 15 mins, and forced myself to jUMP out of BED to get reaDy for WoRk. ThAnk GoD I wOrK fRoM hOme..... nO tRaveLLing tiMe to office reQuiRed..

rEc'd a MaIl fRoM a ColLeaGue wHo AsSisTs ME @ ofFice, tAt shE bE oN hALf DaE aFtErNooN leAve. AsK hEr If sHe oK, cOs sHe hArDlY tAke leAve... bUt rEpLy wIt "nOt EnuFF sLEeP" anD sO haPPEn taT i wAs oN D FonE wiT anothEr cOlLeaGue, jUst cAsUaLLy asKed hIm iF sHe ok..

Guess Wat? she Actually CalLed me and said sarcasticallY if shE taKe LeaVe neeD tO rEpoRt sTrengTh?? WaT iN D WoRlD?!?!

CLaRiFieD wIt hEr viA mSN, tHo sHe dId aPoLogIse wIt An eXcuSe saYinG "MaYbE MenoPausE, bUt stILL.... Haiz...............................

WhAt A wAy tO sTaRt mY DaE.....

tAbLe MaNNeRisMs

tHere has been, since young, a specific grey areas which I would nOt waNt to X ovEr and up todate, thank God, I hv not. And these GreY arEas, surprisingly, are sEt bY mY faThEr wHo hAs Left Us foR coMinG 9 yeaRs.

Rule No. 1
gReEt thE ElDeRs BeForE u StaRt digGinG ur MeAls

Rule No. 2
nEvEr leaVe ur elbows resting on thE tabLe while holDinG the bOwL of Rice.

Rule No. 3
eAt & chEw yOuR fOOd wItH nO sOund, Or u Be LaBelled aS "PIG"

Rule No. 4
rEfRaIn fRom engaginG a ConveRsaTion durIng Ur mEals...

Rule No. 5
NeVer LeAvE uR disHes on ThE TaBlE when u aRe dOnE witH uR mEaLs.

This is the kinda 'training' i have since young from my parents.

However, I noticed lately, ppl nowadays overlooked on this wat i called TabLe mannerism..

Is it nowadays this difficult to maintain or cultivate such table mannerism? Or is it that I have underwent a tough training from my parents??

I get kinda irritated when my frens tried to talk to me while having a meal together over the table cos I am unable to enjoy my meal peacefully and unable to eat without having to talk....

AM i asking too much to have my meals peacefully without engaging a conversation?

LoVe + tRuSt + chAnGes iN LiFe

Loving someOne doesn't mean u trust him/her fuLLy, vice vErSa

I used to think that love comes with trust as a Package for a relationship. But as a matter of fact, this is not always true.

So wat if I love him, I hv problems trusting him.
So wat if I trust him, tat doesn't mean I love him

The mOrE i LoVe hIm, tHe MoRe I aM VuLnErAbLe.
i Hv NeVeR eXpEcTeD him to use me as a way to tesT oThEr ppl..
FoR thAt mOmenT, i FinD gReAt difFicuLtieS in cOmiNg tO tErms.
AfTeR aLL tHeSe wHiLe, i Am oNlY jUsT a PaWn tO hIm, nOthInG bUt a PaWn.
** hahahaha **

iTs OnLy thEn aFtER 2 yeArs oF r/s, hE cOmEs to 'tErMs' thAt tHe LoVe Is nOt tHe KinDa sPecIal Love a R/s sHud Hv... ** wat A jOkE **

I UsEd tO thInk tHaT mY wOrld wiLL tUrN gReY iF thIngs bEtWeEn Us fAiLed. I tOt mY LiFe wud TaKe greAt changEs wheN he LeAvEs mE.

NoW tHaT hE hAs LeFt My LiFe, gUess Wat?!?

NOTHING CHANGES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SomEtImEs, I wuD aSk mYsELf, iS thErE rEaLLy nO chanGes? or I sImPLy IgNore tHe ChaNgeS.

I GueSs thE AnSwEr to ThIs is, tHeRe Is nOt tOO mUcH of GrEaT ChAnGeS to Me.. eVen if ThErE is cHaNgEs, it'S nOt so GrEaT tAt mY dAiLy LiFe wILL bE aFfecTed.

AfTeRALL, tHe CoNcLuSiOn is, wItH a FaILed R/s, doEsN't meAn oNe'S LiFe wUd bE aFFecTed. It aLL dEpenDs oN UR wILL pOwEr and DeTeRmiNatIoN.......

mY FiRsT tIme

never hv the intention to keep a diary / journal since Sec 4 after the incident from my bro. All these while, clost to 15 years, I chose to bury deep in my heart for wat I have in mind or wat I have come acrossed.

however, I guess my threshold gradually reaches its bottleneck lately which I have no more ability to suppress nor bury.

i hope by writing, i will get to let off any negative or any of my totz out without suppressing any further. I wud not want to have this day where i will have to admit myself to the Mental Hospital @ Hougang!!

Cheers and hope u stay on.... for my next posting...